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Friday, February 27, 2009
NEVER go to cathay to lan game coz the service suck balls.the first time we went there,we kinda tolerated the guy but the recent one seriously pissed me off,he ought to get maki-ed by all of us.me,din and adib waited for the fat bastard (that's what we nicknamed him) to count money since they were changing shifts and he took his own sweet time while we just stood at the counter like idiots.he didn't even apologise or said something like "please hold on for a moment" which he should have done.urgh fuckshit customer service.adding to that,my computer kept hanging during the game and it was a freaking waste of time when dear had to call him to change the settings and all,plus also help on din's computer.it's like we didn't get our money's worth.so,no more lan gaming at cathay for us. the funny thing was when adib named his character "fat bastard count money so slow".haha so yesterday i had the upper part of my teeth cleaned,scaled and polished.dentist said that the stones had caused my gum to bleed.the procedure hurts like a mother eventhough he numbed my gums and i was trying very hard to be still and not jerk.anyway,the dentist was pretty nice to me,unlike those lady dentists that i met in primary school.he was extremely polite and kept assuring me to relax and all.it cost me quite an amount just to "fix" the upper part and i have to go for a second appointment next week for the bottom.big bucks gone just like that.sigh.all in the name of clean teeth and healthy gums. i won't be cutting bangs coz i realised my hair is too thin and there's no way that i could pull the look off.so instead,i'll be keeping my hair long and go for a nice perm someday. ohh,lunch with the usual clan tomorrow.can't wait (: Tuesday, February 24, 2009
went to dearest's nenek house yesterday night to take some stuff and i met kakak lin's SUPER EFFING ADORABLE CHILDREN! guess what they called dearest? UNCLE adib.haha.not abang but uncle.damn cute la. sigh.they're seriously adorable especially the youngest one.he sure did melt my heart.i wanna carry him again! he didn't cry when i did but when adib carried him,he started wailing.haha.ohh he frowns whenever he looks at me.so cute.me and dear nicknamed him "angryface".haha! okay,i should stop talking about the cutie pie because i will start to miss him. i love seeing him play with them.i guess coz it shows me his "fatherly" side,which was really nice (: on sunday,me,dearest,nisa and din(yes,with the usual gang.woo!) went for lan gaming again but this time not at katong.it was at cathay and the sofa seats were awesome! very comfy.the computers were facing each other so instead of sitting next to each other in one row,me and dearest were opposite nisa and din.this time,everyone got rescued! WOOO.nisa,i think this is gonna be one hell of an addiction.i'm predicting less lepak times and more...LAN GAMING?hahai better start getting ready.fetching dearest from work. till next entry. Friday, February 20, 2009
so yesterday me,adib,nisa and din went for....LAN GAMING.can you believe it?! haha.never in a million years would i imagine myself playing LAN gaming and just yesterday i did.surprisingly,it was FRIGGING AWESOME MAN! i was quite reluctant to play LEFT 4 DEAD at first because i was afraid of the zombies (don't laugh at me) and i was moody thinking about the outcome of my results but decided to go with the plan.didn't wanna be a spoil sport.the graphics were so darn realistic,it sure as hell looks like you're in i am legend or any other zombie movie you've watched.i've heard that the game gets boring afterawhile but i guess we're still in the addicted mode.took us about 10 minutes to get used to the keyboard for movement and all that before we started playing.i liked the fact that the guys were kinda "shielding" us in the game.haha.nisa was so freaking funny man,like seriously.she kept on screaming and was like "ehhh mane korang?!" coz i don't know how come sometimes her character goes missing in the game.haha.i kept on following dearest's character,then he'll be like "eh fizah you don't follow me la!" haha.gee i'm scared what. the thing that made it so enjoyable was the teamwork we had.seriously it was so damn nice and fun to play with them.i'm so excited to go for the next round.nisa! let's go kill more zombies with the guys again soon and this time we must ALL be rescued! (: Wednesday, February 18, 2009
 so this is the creme caramel that i made.yeah,it's not that fantastic like those sold in bakery but i ought to give myself some credit coz i'm not the sort of girl who bakes/cooks for her boyfriend.if you really know me well,i'm actually lazy.haha.but on his birthday,it was an exception.i always had this thinking why not just spend on dinner (even if it might be expensive) instead of going through a hassle to cook? i guess times have changed and it's much sweeter to do such things once in a while. anyway,i think this is way better than last year's cheesecake.even adib think so too.thanks a million again to haz and faiza for helping me! and the sleepover with you guys was nice (: i must agree that love makes you do things you never thought of doing before. like last year, me and dearest did not celebrate vday mainly because it's forbidden.even if we could,we wouldn't coz it's so overrated and redundent.so instead we just chilled at starbucks like every other normal day,having our own conversations.if you think that we're so boring and not happening like other couples may be,then i don't give a rat's ass coz everything is gonna be routined when you're married,so why not get used to it right now and enjoy it rather than wanting to spice things up everytime right? yes i can't predict that we will end up marrying each other,but there's this saying that god will help you if you help yourselves.so if you're willing to work hard on what you want in life and believe in it,it might just go your way.but still,fate decides.and in my personal opinion,i think vday is extremely dumb and you're lame if you bought flowers/chocolates for your girlfriend just for that day.no offense to anyone,i'm just speaking in general. since my papers are over,now i'm free to tidy up my room and make it spick and span,attend my dental appointment next thursday,find a temporary job while waiting for results/graduation package (i seriously need the cash),go for a haircut(maybe) and create my shopping website which i've been longing to do since god knows when. hmm.i thought i'll be happy and relieved when the final leg is over but i feel somewhat sad.and mostly lost because i've yet to think of my next phase in life,which is...kinda scary.not gonna talk about anything related to school coz i don't want to jinx it,so let's just wait for the results and hopefully i'll get what i aim for,insyallah. okay,that's all for today.till the next entry (: Friday, February 13, 2009
 this will be an addition to my wardrobe next month.YAYYY i love it (:yeah i know,i said i'm kinda broke but sorry can't help it when i see such a gorgeous thing :/ let's just hope it's not one of those post purchase dissonance because i've been having alot of that recently.and i sure don't want to have that feeling of regret anymore. two days ago marks our 20th monthsary.wow,that IS very long,especially for someone like me who used to think that being in a relationship is not my kinda thing.of course i don't think that way anymore.i'm exceptionally proud of us for going through everything together.i would rather go through all the bad times with you than good times with someone else.and like i always say,you really are godsent. today is dearest's 21st birthday.i'm really sorry i couldn't make it more special or whichever way you wanted it to be (although i know for you anything goes).i'm seriously so fucking strapped for cash and i was so darn busy with mp and everything else that i had to plan at the very last minute.guess what,i only managed to come up with the idea of creme caramel yesterday.haha. went to school for one pathetic hour of CSAS which was a fucking waste of my time but everyone needed to attend for participation marks.gee.faiza suggested to come bake at her house since haz was staying over too,so i thought why not? made my way home to bring my cookbooks then i realised they had a recipe of creme caramel.in simpler terms,caramel pudding.i find that birthday cakes/cupcakes/cookies are so common and boring so i decided to make my own huge creme caramel.found out that there were no ramekins at her house and i assumed ntuc might sell them.took the bus to ntuc at tampines mall,bought the eggs and vanilla essence.but i couldn't find any ramekins and the staffs were useless in helping me,so yeah whatever.in the end i tried ikea. i was rushing for time so instead of taking the shuttle bus to ikea tampines i took a cab.there were so many taxis waiting for passengers but NOBODY took any of them since it was peak hour.i didn't wanna enter the first cab because i wasn't sure if the charges were the same like the others.the third taxi driver was signalling me to just take the first one coz i couldn't possibly get in any of the cabs behind since the lane was narrow.when i got in,asked the taxi driver if he accepted nets and he replied "no,you should've asked me before you got in."WHAT A DICKHEAD.like what fucking difference will it make it's not like i can take any of the cabs behind coz he's the first one,so obviously he will block the damn lane.i remained calm and told him i'll just withdraw money when we reach the destination.once i've reached,i quickly got out and to my fucking amazement they have NO FREAKING POSB ATMS IN IKEA TAMPINES.how pathetic is that? and no,don't blame me for not knowing,they SHOULD have at least one considering how huge the place is.some lady told me it's at courts so i walked all the way there and by then i was sweating like crazy and out of breath.plus it was already 6.i almost gave up,thinking,shit forget it just buy him a swensens cake. that wasn't the worst thing.i walked all around the marketplace on the third level and the kitchen area on the 4th and i couldn't find a single fucking ramekin! the staff there don't even know what the freaking hell it is.not only was i tired,i was hungry,annoyed and all alone.so i finally gave up and called haz and faiza.they just told me to come over straightaway to rest and they will help me.i was in the state of like "okay now anything goes " so i took shuttlebus back to tampines interchange then 21 to faiza's crib.was supposed to meet dearest for dinner but i cancelled my plans with him. we finally decided to use those metal baking tins,but it's actually inappropriate for baking custards.i thought,well why not give it a try,it's better than nothing.plus i didn't want the ingredients to go to waste.realised that i forgot to buy the milk maybe coz i wasn't thinking straight.haz followed me to a nearby provision shop to get the milk.we wanted to use hershey's chocolate sundae for the wordings but apparently,it was sold out. so we walked all the way to t-mart which was so god damn far.it really did seem like forever to arrive.i bought my dinner then we settled on getting chocolate chips and a jar of jam for the decorations.by this time,i was too lazy and too cranky to walk back so we took a cab haha.got everything ready,put it in the oven but the pudding have not set yet even after an hour.this time,it was already 11 plus.in the end told my mom i stayed overnight,which she allowed surprisingly.took the pudding out at 12 plus then as usual had some girl talks till 3 am.i was planning to transport the pudding in a cooler box but it was too late to inform din again since i already cancelled the plan and he had work the next morning so there's no way he can send me the cooler.so i planned with ber to "borrow" the fridge from starbucks. anyway,i felt so stupid coz going to ikea was a WASTE OF MY TIME AND MONEY.argh! and yes i was so god damn irritated.if it wasn't for that i could've made the dessert earlier and all despite not using a ramekin,save time,save money and go home to study for next week.well i guess luck wasn't on my side...yet. i'm sidetracking,so okay back to the main topic.this morning,out of a sudden dearest called me saying he wants to jog to faiza's house.so i cancelled the plan about "borrowing" the fridge at starbucks and decided to present it to him instead.that way he can quickly refrigerate it once he reaches home.will post the picture of the dessert when i have it.took the bus to his place,then i took 15 to mine.slept for 3 hours before meeting him again for curious case of benjamin button.after that we chilled at the usual starbucks then he was like "eh why go marina square pizzahut for dinner sia? we go parkway la,i want to eat the mee kuah".i was trying to sound as convincing as i could and i sort of like pleaded to him i was craving for pizza hut and it's been a long time since we went there.haha.padehal padehal.while he went to buy drinks,i had a quick chat with fit on the phone and he told me to stall coz the restaurant was too full so they had to get back to them in another 30 minutes time. dearest wanted to go aldo first.a few minutes before that fit told me they were set so i could bring dearest there already.but of course i couldn't possibly not allow adib to go aldo he will think something's fishy going on.tried on a few shoes,then we stepped into levi's.haha.i gave him this look like "hurry up i'm hungry!" which works wonders always.haha.well i didn't want his friends to keep waiting.when we almost reached there,he pulled me to go around the glass panel and not cut through starbucks.i didn't want him to see them coz it was obvious if we walked that way.so i said "we just cut through can what.it's short cut!" i was laughing behind him coz he was so oblivious to his surroundings.he didn't even notice sarah,fit all covering their faces with the menu,they were all just seating near to the entrance.haha! that was fucking hilarious.adib asked table for two then i said "no need" and pointed to their table.dearest's face,like last year,WAS CLASSIC.haha.had an enjoyable dinner with fit,ber,sarah,nisa,din and razi.not forgetting the dearest birthday man.although it was a small gathering, i didn't mind,i preferred it that way though.thanks alot guys!! to my dearest adib,happy 21st.i hope you love the creme caramel i made.whatever i went through to get it done was all worth it,because it's for you.hope you are feeling alright now despite what happened the night before.i wish you well for your future endeavours and one day,you are gonna be successful and have a great journey ahead of you.insyallah,i will be a part of it. i've not finished loving you and you know that. (: okay,i'm behind schedule so i better continue studying! first paper is on tuesday morning.sigh Tuesday, February 10, 2009
thank god,MP IS FINALLY FREAKING OVER.but i don't know if i should be ecstatic.i'm just hoping for the best and that all our efforts will not be of waste.hopefully it'll be fine.but i won't give myself false hopes though. so anyway,i have two tests next week,which i've yet to study.last paper will be on the 18th.then...i'll be an unofficial tp graduand. (: had pastamania with dearest just now.i've been wanting to eat there for so long but of course i couldn't because it wasn't halal accredited.well,now that it is,i'm thrilled! and i was so happy when he told me. there's lots of things i'd like to spend on,like a haircut(i really need it) and dental and especially for dearest's birthday that's coming but i'm seriously damn broke.sigh. and i've yet to start on my website which sells my clothes(worn some of them but only a few times and it looks very new) but i keep on procrastinating.guess i should do this after school's over. that's all for today.i know it's nothing much after a hiatus of 3 weeks but what do you expect from a girl who's busy with school?yes,my life isn't that happening. okay goodnight. (: |